Makeshift Memories

"Write it down and remember that we never gave in,
the mind of a child is where the revolution begins,
so if the solution has never been to look in yourself,
how is it that you expect to find it anywhere else?"




You Still Make My Heart Race.

I secretly think Valentine’s day is so over-rated only because mine have never been “perfect.” But this year, despite the absence of a fancy gift OR even any physical passion between my man and I, it was perfect. I truly grasped the concept of real love vs. material/superficial/T.V. love. Because just hearing your voice, feeling how much you love me, and laughing with you, was hands down the best gift ever. 



I don’t know what the overall “Goal” of this show was but let me tell you. life is seriously hard and not so glamorous when you have a loved one it jail. but the shit is entertaining that’s for sure.


I don’t know what the overall “Goal” of this show was but let me tell you. life is seriously hard and not so glamorous when you have a loved one it jail. but the shit is entertaining that’s for sure.

“ We formed a new religion
No sins as long as there’s permission
And deception is the only felony
SO NEVER FUCK NOBODY WITHOUT TELLING ME.
-No Church In The Wild

So looks like i’ve got more time to do… AGAIN.


soooo… guess i’m going to commit to spend more time on here so i can keep myself semi-sane. haha. visit with the hubby tomorrow, can’t believe i’m getting married…it feels surreal. almost waiting for it to blow up in my face, it all seems too good to be true. you’re loving me so perfectly for such an imperfect person. 



“ He owes me everything and he knows it
I’ve seen all of the scenes in this movie, and he blows it at the end
He keeps talking to me, cause he knows that I’m a friend
But I can’t keep hearing it over and over again
I was the one that you came to when you broke up with your girlfriend
Man, fuck her
Man, I was the one that told you fuck them other bitches
And you still went and fuck them other bitches


“ A luta interior que me mantém vivo

and then it got fuzzy and they don’t remember that, and I don’t remember you.

i’ll do whatever it takes, when i’m with you i get the shakes, my body aches when i ain’t, without you i have zero strength.



I consider the fact that we’ll break up anyway, based on all the shit you don’t appreciate. me working hard, switching states, making dates, and you was thinking it was all sweet piece of cake.



sometimes a person you’re with is not your one and only, and you just fuck with them cause you afraid of being lonely.



24/7 365 pussy stays on my mind. yeah i did, alright, i admit. now pick your next move you can leave or live with it. 



please don’t come around talkin bout how you changed, how you said good-bye to what’s-her-name. All it sounds like to me is new games.



Deus vos abençoe pouco, terá sempre um lugar no meu coração. Te amo. ♥



and so it begins. FINALLY.

i start school in a few days and my new job tuesday. cannot wait to get back into the routine. it’s been a long summer.




“ See I knew this is how you’d act, SO TYPICAL. Said you love me oh but now you slipping like reciprocals. It figures though, I shoulda known that you were just another nigga. No different from them other niggas.  J. Cole - Lost Ones.